Its been ages, YEARS, since i got blisters i on foot. I cannot even remember when that last time was. Says a lot eh ? Been playing tennis with jer, kel, and loda today, and the cause of the blister is probably my red shoes. Ah yes. Sad, and stupid.
And there's another small blister on my thumb too, they call it the noob holding the tennis racket wrong. Well, as noob as i can get, i am not hitting anymore home runs now. I'm tired today. Been out in the open for more than 5 hours, gyming, doing work, eating, come home to do even more work. The cycle continues. Its depressing to know there's still a thorning 19% body fat pestering me, i didn't know its going to be so hard working all those extra fat out. Aiming for a healthy 15%, hopefully before i go army can slim down, ok maybe i should call it toning from now on... Then can spend my time in army building up my muscles.
Everyone's been putting pressure on me, i am freaking worried the campfire is going to screw up somewhere and i got to admit i am somewhat powerless. There's too many things i cannot control but i should not say it out, its stupid. Not much time left, and i got a bad feeling.
I have a new desire recently, which is to move out of sg. Yes, i have friends here, established contacts, but i cannot see my future here, not in the shoes of what i want to be. I want to travel to a far away place, away from the things and people who hurt me, i just want to forget, maybe everything, maybe some, i'm not sure. Russia ? UK ? Japan ? Chile ? Or maybe just Australia would do.
To wrap things in up with irony, "Deep in my heart, i just know." LOL!