130 : slumber parteeee.. eh ?

Here i am sitting in cock bite's study chair staring out into a patch of darkness beyond the window pane which i suppose is how his backyard looks like at night. I could not stand being alone at home. Its so quiet, even thought YUI is blasting through my speakers, the feeling of one guy occupying the whole flat is daunting. Haha silly me.

While i wait for photoshop to install on CB's lappy, i shall make a post about the experience here. There's a lot of good stuff about his home, i like his shower especially, the water is just so strong, well PUB is directly supplying his home from the main pipes unlike we HDB dwellers, having to depend on the water tank. The feeling is different all together, the atmosphere, the different timbre of sound coming from his cheapo speakers. Big house, cheapo speakers, great shower =X

OK, apparently his back of house neighbour just switched on their kitchen lights, could see cleary what they doing from my seat. There's just so little outside light here in his room compared to mine which faces the open carpark. Kinky. But still, if i were alone in this big house, i will be bloody scared.

Good, photoshop is installed, back to work.

129 : angry

I'm angry about many things right now, angry at the world and the three dimensional space in which i am trapped within. This is a ranting post, you are warned.

Sem2week1 of school is over. And i have barely completed anything, there's just so much to do and such a heavy percentage to my grades. Its the same thing we did last year too but on a much bigger scale, mindless cadding with all sorts of problems. It really hits me in the head that i am not meant for this. But still i know i HAVE TO complete this annoying thing.

And it brings me to the next point. Its been a bloody long time since i fell ill TWICE in a month. I am clearly conscious of the fact that i was ill during my second week of work, and now the first week of school. I won't elaborate on the type of sickness, but it deserved a 2 day mc from the doc. It was like a natural reaction from my body to break down and fall ill.

Ok, i admit i hate going to work and doing school stuff, but another part of me demands i finish it. Its just so, or even under self stress, or even instinct that "POOF", i need to stop work/school and take a break. This has got to end. Doctor and medicine ain't cheap, i'm not working and i gotta "borrow" from okasan to heal. Its really against my beliefs and i'm not too happy about it. I realised too that how weak and helpless i was in bed. I could barely walk in a straight line and even downstairs to see the doctor. My head was spinning real bad and my mood was in a worse state than my head. ARGH ANNOYING. Today, okasan just bragged/lectured how she started work when she was my age and only depended on herself, earning her keep and being a total workaholic during then. And how i am compared to her. OK, i am just speechless.

Next is my incapability to do work. I took a short trip to school, and i simply stare at the screen without knowing what's next. There was not a single soul in class as today was a resting day for all the year 3s. I felt so distracted during work, surfing web, eating sweets, going to the loo more than my bladder demands to. I simply zoomed in and zoomed out on the autocad window, mindless like a zombie, zoom in, zoom out, zoom in zoom out. There's plenty of work to be done, and i think i need a start off point. My drawing is in a mess, plenty of things missing compared to the others. I cannot do work at home as there's too much distraction. OH NOES ! YK YOU BETTER WAKE UP YOUR IDEA.

Finally, on the bus trip from school home. I saw an annoying sight. Secondary school kids, smooching standing up in a corner of the public bus. Worse off, its from my secondary school. What i feel they're doing is disgusting, the guy is probably in his sec 3 or 4, the girl looks sec 1 or 2. Should have taken a picture and post it here. If you really feel like kissing and stuff, DO IT ELSEWHERE, sure some would like some free show, but me, its just wrong!

I feel like crying right now its just one of those days. =( NS is coming too.....

128 : the tired draftman song.

Distressed (a draftman's song)
COMPOSED BY : kai
LYRICS BY : kai
SUNG BY : kai

C G Am Em ( #5 3 3 - 3 3 2 - 1 #7 1 #3 #3 #6 #7)
It all starts tomorrow, and i'm not prepared.
F G C ( #7 1 1 6 5 3 1 3)
Working through the hours again.
C G Am Em ( #5 3 3 - 3 3 2 - 1 #7 1 #3 #6 #7)
I hope that tomorrow, i am at my best.
F G C ( #5 #6 1 - #5 3 2 1 1)
I pray that my PC won't jam.

F G C Em Am7 ( #3 #4 #5 #6 #5 - #6 #7 1 #7 #6)
Oh why, oh-oh why are my lines so bright,
F G C ( 4 3 2 1 - 2 2 3)
I just want to close my eyes.
F G C Em Am7 ( #3 #4 #5 #6 #5 - #6 #7 1 1 2 1 3)
Oh please tell me why, why i just can't print it right.
F G C (4 3 2 1 2 3 3 1 )
I feel like sleeping tonight.

EDIT : seems its still buggy for video bloggin'

127 : prata party

First up, school starts in 3 days time. Many of us poly kias aren't particularly happy with it, especially us 3rd year final year students.

Most of us got our Fridays empty (no classes) for our last semester in school, people like to call this empty friday "FYP(final year project) day". For me ? Its GYM DAY.

I've got many things coming next in this final semester. Websites, school project, portfolio, campfire, and most importantly, making money to fund my backpacking trip after graduation. Who shall i go with to japan again ? Proposals welcomed.

The empty chair, i could not see why;
Gone with the four winds, a silent goodbye.

YUI and ME as fit can be,
its all but for me to see.

The blazing thunder strikes asunder,
a silhouette it talks like she.

A split second ain't much of an hour,
I let out a fart and it tasted sour.

Oh god, oh why isn't she there,
Years i waited, i became a rotten pear.

A secret message i had hidden here,
off i go to drink some beer.

This one is a toughie.

126 : highlights of HK trip

Well here are just some... interesting shots of my trip, of course with me in it. Disneyland honestly... is really... a theme park. I had fully understood the meaning of a theme park.




This is the yue lao stone, the tour guide insist all single man and woman go touch it and take a picture. I just like the lambs at the background, and the nice looking condo.

125 : wtf one week left.

At the time of writing there is exactly one week before school starts again. My long holiday(one mth) is coming to an end, and dejavu hits again in the eye. I am back from hazy hong kong and back to the usual life. Can't say i am exactly anxious about it though.

Many people procrastinate about work, life and studies. I am one of these many people and it had plague me since childhood. Not very healthy and efficient in life itself. Since in life, there's so many things to be bothered about, that even thinking of it sickens me. Our looks, health, happiness, future, money, family, relationships, friends, commitments and even what comes after life. Once again, i would like to express that "GROWING UP SUCKS !".

If you're younger than i and reading this post, be damn grateful you still got time to sit down and watch TV happily without worrying naught. They say its time management, i said it was time management too, but i say more that the thing is, SHIT HAPPENS. And when shit does happen, no amount of time can patch it back. Confusing ? I sure damn agree with ya.

If there's anything i learned from my HK trip, its the nice beautiful skin the HK ladies have. My tour guide said it was the intensive drinking of herbal soup in HK, thus the good complexion, i say its make up and knowing how to take good care of their looks. Singapore has a long way to go but that's nothing for me to worry about.

Assignments for the remaining days of holidays :

1. Get firmer muscles and build up stamina.
2. Learn dreamweaver and get a website down real quick and working
3. Start on BP submission for school project.
4. Clean my room (AGAIN, haix)
5. Catch up with good friends, kuah, kf, vince and maybe her too.
6. Target and goal setting with semester 2 work plan. (final leg of poly education!)

In hong kong we went to this temple with this huge assed Guan Yin (goddess of mercy) statue at least 3 floors high, so you can roughly imagine the size its toes, real huge. The tour guide said we should go touch or grab or hold on to the toes, so as to next time, we no need to 临时抱佛脚。For those who can't understand, honestly i don't really care as i am too tired to explain what it means after all the nagging and noise at home.

Bless me.

124 : hiroshima trip video

This video was done by CASTER and conveniently uploaded by the man himself. The dondake hiroshima guys are back home and life is back to normal (i think at least). I am going to the airport now for a flight to hong kong. honestly not a tad excited. but i need a good break after my studies.

hmm, just to do a little experiment, who ever tags my blog within these few days till the 15th of September gets a complimentary souvenir from HK. No shit.

We'll see how.

123 : Holidays are HERE

The grandma is in the house. Although not life threatening, she is still after all, a threat. Threat to what you ask ? Its nothing really, i feel its more of a mental thing, like those who strike fear into people's heart when they are around.　Best part is we're going Hong Kong together ! Me mummy and grand-mummy. GREAT.

If you think about it, i got around 25% of my grandma's blood. Meaning i got also around 25% of her powers. YATTA !

Bloggin in school now. Along with the rest of the guys from exhange programme. They are required to do a web diary of their journey here in SG, while we locals are busy gossiping on the non-sensical reality of their presence on our sunny island. Maybe i got nothing to do but, i am helping kenji to do his blog by translating what he typed in nihongo to eigo. And, and, and, i just realised how much i sucked. Must work even harder liao, or else i can never achieve my goal.

Slept last night in their apartment in SP which felt a bit like chalet. A bit broke after the intensive spending in sentosa and outside and stuff. When the heck is my paycheck coming ?

122 : results out-to

see only the good stuff. semester's results out !

many thanks to everyone who helped me out some-when. never seen so many As at one go before. i am extremely 感动 and 感謝する。 my hard work paid off. ANOTHER SEMESTER TO GO TILL GRADUATION. MUST GET GPA 3.6 AT LEAST ! Continue to work hard YK and you can do it.

today was another great day with then hitp guys at sentosa. stupid things were a plenty and a sight to see. it really reminded me of the carefree days back in secondary school. super tired and sleepy. saw her too but don't think she saw me, but its ok. there's always another day. need to sleep and celebrate, adieu.

121 : dondake

dondake ! どんだけ ! whatever that means... they said it was a joke, something like our "SIA LA!" i guess. its just a theory only. oh wells, can't think well anyways.

And so, another weekend is over, and we hit the 2nd quarter mark of our pathetic natsu yasumi. Today was the worst day ever of work ever, sick with flu, sleepy, rain, cold, slight fever, bad food, toothache, no money. i cannot even pay ben the 5 bucks for my medicine water today too.

Life is going downhill, once more. They say it takes double the time to forget experiences per unit of time. I say its more than that. Hmm, maybe not, see how.

Ruiyuan bugging me now online to help him do his banner design + website. I appreciate it that he's paying me and stuff, but, time is not really what i have a lot at the moment.

Faito- OH !

120 : the japanese, cometh ~

Weekends are here. The HITP students are here. The homestay days are here. There's this guy kenji-san sleeping next door in my house now. Quite a nice friendly chap, though he's like 2 years older than i am. Best of all he plays magic the gathering. We played 3 rounds of drafting which sadly i won them all, he had the handicapped of playing the game in english. I got give chance, but he made no comeback. Oh wells.

Tomorrow we're going to the zoo. To the animals. To ah meng (still alive?) and his fellow zoo-mates. Its a combined trip with other exchange students. Its gonna be fun. Since i returned the camera to chester and my own camera is somewhere else in singapore, i am gonna depend on my handy dandy trusty 1.3 megapix handphone camera which will and can probably capture anything within a 3 meter radius range. GG.

Speaking of GG. WORK SUCKS. But everyone knows that, especially in an archi firm . All hail, all hail ! OT ROXXXORS.