Tuesday, October 31, 2006

052 : mini update......

i just thought of someting cool when i was having my hot steamy shower a few minutes ago, but as soon as i got down to type the cool stuff just disappeared out of my mind. dang...


anyway here are some random pics of some absolutely random good sh*t. while waiting for the stupid pictures to load, here are some random thoughts in my mind.

-i look thin, but i am not, really.
-loda aint hot for the very last time... kuah...despo sia.
-beer is gd. makes u high.

do you see it ?

its alive !!!! dismantled my muvo2.


guess how and where this shot was taken, should be easy for most people...

woah totally random eh ?

Friday, October 13, 2006

051 : not just another ordinary day i think

Do you work in a computerised enviroment where everything fully consists of a trillion of ones and zeros ?

Do you stare at your 17/19 inch computer monitor more than 10 hours a day doing extremely boring stuff ?

How about even working non-stop with a mouse and keyboard for 20 hours a day with barely 4 hours of sleep the day after ? Oh and did i mention, no coffee ?

Been there done that ?

Now, have you ever gave your all in a single piece of work which consisted of more that 100 hours of hard work in front of the screen AND no coffee ?

You might be asking yourself, when will all these non sensical questions end ? Soon i hope.

Ok ok, the point which i am trying hard to put across is, whether your are a computer noob or a above mediocre PC user, never assume a computer is clever, or reliable in another i shall put it. Are you able to see what i am going into now ? I am just gonna assume most readers do have a fully functional brain there.

No coffee ! Can you believe it ? The savouring taste of coffee going down your throat, searing every half eaten food which are kenna stuck between your teeth dirt black, and then leaving a tinge of bitter sweet scent in the mouth.

I do not mind a night without coffee, i just could not stand wasting hours of time infront of the dreaded screen clicking and typing away only to find out my data was not saved. And maybe you had guessed it, my backups were corrupted too for some weird reason. Hmm... this is some pretty boring shit, why would anyone bother reading this crap ? On with the next paragraph.

I recently found out i am bad with this subject called life, maybe it was only for this period of time but i had been reminded come time and again that i'm just not meant to do well in it afterall. "We humans had signed up for this thing called "cancer" ever since we're born. Its just lying dormant in our bodies, waiting for someone somewhere with that pesky remote control to activate it thats all." -quote one of my lecturers. Its tough knowing that, and i can now tell myself indeed that ignorance is bliss... what do you think ? Out of sight out of mind ?

SIDETRACK : Here's a tip on how to fix a broken hardisk, or a microdrive to be exact. So, it cannot be read on the computer anymore ? Does it prompt you to reformat it, but still to no avail ? Try putting the little buddy into your freezer for a few hours, then take it out and try immediately and reformat, it worked for me ! Omoshiroi ne ?

For those people who often speak to me, you all should know i wanted to make braces looong ago but due to the ineffeciency of myself and my mom, i had yet to take action. Finally when i did, i was overwhelmed by the cost of doing it. What is the cost you ask ? Well. for me its gonna be $4300 bucks paid over installments and .... 4 tooth to be extracted....and the orthodontist still say wont solve my problem. He claims i need to do surgery to "fix" my jaw as it is lower than usual, that's why it can't close up. Cost wise ? Try $12k........

Tired of reading ? Take a coffee break(or tea according to your preference) and come back again later. Interesting stuff ahead.




Yummy ! That's what i drank during my b'day treat from my mom, can you roughly guess which is which ? One of them is mon cherri (strawberry flavoured.), one is honey latte and the other is almond latte. Yummmmmy..... I will gladly date anyone who will treat me coffeeeeee( add a good infront of coffee).

Life is so troublesome. People say life is short, live it to the fullest. I say life is shorter the better. Less worries(disease, children parents...blahblahblah), less things to bother about (esp money and how the heck you are gonna retire). The only good thing about Life so far is the song titled Life by YUI. Yeah man.

Its a challenge not to worry about the future, i envious those who were born stupid (no stereotyping here or making fun of anyone) as they do not really think deeply about it. Of course i do not resent myself being not stupid, just a bit unhappy about not being smarter enough that's all. Is this shit boring to you ? It sure is to me, but i just wanna type and vent this shit outta me.

Argh, i can't picture myself 10 years in the future. Will i be swimming in a pool in my home ? Or will i be working 3 shifts a day to support me and my family ? Or if i'm lucky, i will be covered in dirt and lying in a comfortable coffin bed, in which i will leave in the night and go bloodsucking and scare the shit out of your children. How very much i wish to see the future right this instant so i could prepare for it. Yes, some people will say that the future is yours to hold and create and mold and crap.... but that's only to a certain extent, there are soo sooo soooo many factors that one is unable to have a grasp over, how can one even be sure of the future at hand ? '

Oh oh.... and one of these days, i seriously need to visit both taiwan and japan, seems so much fun. I wanna meet Ah bian and maybe take a photo with him, and in japan, i wanna go sight seeing and hopefully hee hee... =X

To those that are gonna be having some sort of major and ridiculous exams. Good luck, so long, and thanks for all the fish ! Don't worry people, cambridge accepts bribes no matter how much money your write down on that empty cheque of yours when you hand up your script, just be careful not to put too little. Haha!

To my dear ms toh, chiooooooong arrrrrr..... Wah sai, why you still reading this, go do work !

As of this writing i really feel i became dumber over the years. I remember i was much smarter when i was younger. Strange . If only things in life were as easy as "pass go and collect $200". Roll the dice baby!