____WARING WHINING BELOW_____
hi, today, i will type something to clear something off my mind, which had been bothering me for quite sometime, as the below text would be extremely boring to the nonchalant and the indifferent, so formatting and checking would be ignored.
the time now is 11:52pm local singapore time. the clock is ticking and ticking and tick, so much that its really ticking me off... hi, let me just whine a little:
1. my damn air con is spoiled, leaking water....
2. had a semi-bad experience during dinner tonight, was like a roller coaster ride gone bad.
3. failed to fix headphones today, almost busted the damn thing.
4. wasted alot of time doing lame stuff instead of work, lame stuffs include blogging and eating out.
5. pissed someone off. pissed myself off.
6. my body is aching like a toe getting rolled over by a car, well, almost.
7. i am yet again doing last minute work, at the wee hours of the night.
8. a particular someone is pissing me off in school, relax man.
9. my belly is growing bigger by the minute.
10. life just sucks, growing up sucks more, and so does the society and crap.
suddenly, i feel damn immature, just like a particular someone, why heck am i typing all this shit out ? why should i let anyone know ? feck. sometimes i think having a blog is good, as i can whine and whine and whine non-stop, well until my fingers fail me or the current thru my com cuts out. read read read!!!! haha i don't care, anymore.
in response to my observation earlier in the night during dinner, a fellow associate had said the following, "wah lau, school is sooooo boring lar. go school, smoke, then go tutorial slack, then go eat lunch then come back slack again." and what amazes me the most is that he got a fripping >3.0 GPA for his grades lar.
sure, they are judged through test and stuff, but for we archi-turds, we are going through a remarkable assesment system that is said to help us make it into the REAL working conditions. sure, my course would seem(not confirmed) more prestigious than those like electrical enginnering and crap, but the work load and other stuff is much much more astounding.
through my best efforts, i could only secure an ok ok grade, but for those pple in other courses, any beng/seng/ah chek can score at least a 3 and above, while we, the design turds go through the annoying thing called projects and these are year long ones.
in the end if you think about it, and also what many people had confirmed in society, people do look at grades only, they do not care if u had worked like a goat/sheep/cow/insert random animal here/horse, its all meritocracy baby.
is this fair ? nah, since when was life fair ? deal with you pal. you're a damn retard if you do not understand this.
yes. i am that retard that someone kept calling me. retard retard retard thats who i am. maybe i should even go register it as my official name.feck.or even my middle name. leow retard yuan kai. sounds cool.
why are some people so crazy ? they do wild and crazy stuff, when they do, the strangers around them disappeared and instinct takes over. imagine you are growing in a box, a small tiny box that would not fit a normal person, you grow and grow and grow. and when you hit the max, you still fecking grow in that box. one day you are let out of the box after you stopped growing. the things you lack, you will start to take them back, for this case, space.
what do i mean ? ok, here's another analogy, when young you are a workaholic, then when you grow old, you tend to be a slacker and shit. why ? because i feel its human nature to strike a balance between the scales of life. you tend to do the opposite in opposite ends of your life cycle. well, that's what i think......
feck look at the time, 12.16am. thats morning already...... and i am barely done with my work and assignments.
life stinks of dog poo, canadian husky dog poo. for once "musashi" pls do not spam my tag board or i will have no choice but to remove it or ban ur ip. i am in a bad mood so do not push your luck.
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