018 : Fruitjelly good to go sarge!

What better way to spend 5 days of chinese new year than sitting at home doing CAD ?
Spent 3 days doing this, and i still can't do it right.

And check out the other blog i have that i share with my kurasumeto, updated :

Teenage Relationships

Oh !Here it comes! My New Year Resolutions. Prepare for the greastest PC lag known to mankind since doom3.

TO BE SELF DISCIPLINED.

Yup, felt the lag and shock ? I sure did =)

Ok, back to work boy.

017 : Pee ass Pee, i love thee.

Is there a santa for Chinese new Year ?

I seriously need a PSP this year. What for you ask ? This.

PLEASE CLICK ME

How cool is that. All in the palm of your hands.

Valkyrie Profile: Lenneth.

Lenneth is calling my name, and she goes : "nibelung valesti, nibelung valesti."

Oh, and the great Cai shen ye does not count. He does not ride on a sledge with reindears.
I think he teleports or something.

Happy CNY to all. Going to post my new year resolutions next time... Gonna be 1 long list. Warning. Might lag your PC.

016 : What a day

What a day! Although tiring but it was fun. Its always to good to know someone is there for you when you need to destress.

And i cut my hair mwahahaha.

I would like to dedicate this space to you know who that made it possible.

Thanks.

015 : Passion or survival ?

To live is to die.

To die, is to know that u had lived. I feel so dead now.

Which came first , the chicken or the egg ? I say the egg. Why ? Because its round and its a simple and easily understood geometrical shape. Yup.

Talking about eggs. It reminded me of the eggs i drew in class. Some looked like balls, some like donuts, and some , as quoted from a friend, dinosaur eggs. Yes, my art sucked. And it needs some brushing up to do.

How should i do it ? Practise duh. And how should i practice ? Well, with time and effort. Yet, i lacked the forth dimension time alot ! Sure, i have plety of other 3 dimensions around my belly, but it does not suffice. And the rainy and pleasant weather had made me really moody and stuff, which really sucked by the way.

I need to keep my engine running. I need to get good grades. I do no want to disappoint myself, my family and her. I need to help my friends too, and keep theirs and my act together at the same time. This juggling of time and energy is tougher than i think. Even the world class pierro would have difficulties managing man.

To quote another wacky friend of mine : "If only i could buy time with life."

I do not mind really. Life is meaningless without time.

Thats the part about survival. What is my passion then ? Passion fuels survival ? Or the vice versa ?

Who knows ? I don't really know. However, i must know right now that, there is indeed a need to prioritise. Which is more important right now, and which is less. My sense of judgement is lacking now a these days. And that sucked. If i choose, passion fuels survival, i must know what my passion is and where it lies. What do i really like ?(other than girls)

Singing ? Dancing ? Computing ? Playing my guitar ?

These will get me nowhere, *shakes head*. NOWHERE in the future. I mean, come on, be realistic, you only live once. We must jiao ta shi di meaning literally, feet on the ground. Ok, i should work hard towards my future career and stop living life by the second. I don't want that. I need security, my family needs security from me in the future, my FFS too. How am i going to achieve that if i remain the way i am today ?

Grow up Yuan Kai grow up! The world will not wait. Your friends will not wait for you! Neither will the society. Its going to be everyone, with their certs and degrees and ph.d, battling it out in the future in the paper war!

I will not lose. I cannot afford to. Damn this society.

Moral of life is : Life sucks.

What you think ?

014 : End of architon

Lol and behold, the end product of 3 sleepless nights.



I am so gonna improve on my stuff more. WATCH ME.

013 : Architon day 2

Yay! Part one of the Architon ends, finished redoing my stuff. Now, on to new stuff! Photoshop!

Slept only for 4 hours, and then woke up to play AOEIII! Went downstairs for branch and ordered a cup of coffee and noodles, it was a good meal. Strangely, i do not feel the slightest bit of tireness. Must be the coffee, yum yum.

Now, what will Architon day 2 be like ? Hmm, honestly, i just hope my computer does not hang and lag when i do photoshop. It won't be a nice sight, to see me unleash my wrath upon the computer when it does hang. Okies off to shit, must be the coffee.

-_-''

P.s. CRAP! NO TOILET PAPER. WTF.

012 : Architon

Submission is next monday.
I am freaking not done with my work, and times like this make me feel really crappy and stressed up like a pig being roasted over a barbeque pit.

Ok, maybe that was a bad analogy, but who really cares ? I don't. Well, all i need to do now is get my act back together and do the shit again. Why again you ask ?

My lecturer just changed my concept and plans AGAIN for my project. This slight would mean a slight change to ALL my other drawings of elevations and sections. To rephrase it, it would mean REDO. Yea baby, REDO.

R-E-D-O. *pops a bottle of champange.*

Yay.

Ok, allow me to go brew some extra thick コーヘ (co-hee). Its architon again! Its like this all the time eh ? But its ok. Used to this kind of shit. Argh, someone lend me a parang ! I wanna cut myself some slack.

Just had a dream while taking a nap in the late afternoon, strangely, i dreamt i killed someone with a kitchen knife. Then i ran away to a far far away place where i don't even know where the heck i am. So, yea, i woke up.

Weekends are coming soon! It means 3 things.
1. No classes in school = More work at home. Simple logic really.
2. Go shopping with mommy and FFS ( future future spouse) to buy new clothes!
3. Less sleep due to the implication of point 1.


ahhhhhhh. 助けて ! i don't wanna die!

11. last post before hell starts

Its the new year.

Yes, we all can notice that, so whats in stored for us in the new year ? For starters, expect for crap and shit to pile up during 2006, people around me will probably be working to their graves to earn their slice of the pie and of course, STUDY.

School starts tomorrow as we all know it. Are you prepared ? I sure am. Why ? I sure have no idea man. Well, i think i just need the correct mindset to handle another semester of dirty fun and the cool gatherings of friends and lecturers. Ah, more bowling too eh ? HA!

These few days were kind of boring. Meet up with friends, go out. Went home, play aoe3, read books, do some drawings, repeat and rinse. Well, not all was wasted, i had a couple of interesting chat sessions with my close friends, and we got to know more about the shits of life and one another, which i feel is a terrific gain!

I wish all, studying or mugging or working or slacking your life away, a great year ahead! Do not stress yourself too much. If you cannot do it, don't push it, its never worth it i feel. And of course, i hope no bad shit happens this yr to us humanity, ok, maybe to be more realistic, less shit.

Happy "Less shit" 2006!!!

SCHOOL (insert random tone of sarcasm here) ROCKS =)